It’s been awhile since I last wrote a blog post and I definitely don’t feel good.
I’ve been feeling myself slipping from a peak over the last couple of day, I’ve slowly been losing my all important routine. I haven’t been exercising regularly, eating properly and I’ve been feeling behind at varsity. My mood and energy levels have been so low that I’ve been in a miserable mood the last couple of days. I’ve caught myself sitting around waiting for someone to rescue me. Yes I do need my medication to be adjusted but no I don’t need to let everything I’ve been working so hard for slip.
I need to pull up my socks and continue, for my own sanity.
I know I haven’t been very consistent but my mind has been a tornado. I’ve really needed to have a proper think about what I want from this space and what it means to me.
I really don’t want this to be a space that feels whiney, that’s why I deleted my last post, it didn’t feel right to me, it didn’t set the tone that I wanted. As much as I want this to me space where I figure dealing with Bipolar I also want to use it as a place in which I explore my lifestyle or what I want my lifestyle to be. I absolutely love cosmetics and skin care it is such a big part of my self care routine along with exercise and diet. I want to share all of these things.
This blog may start out a little bit chaotic but I will find my groove. I’d also not push myself to write a post everyday because they will be shitty posts. I’d rather put in time and effort and write content that I’m proud of.
Over and out,